Just when you thought you had it all figured it out. Life throws you curve balls and suddenly you see your life flipping upside down. What have I done? Where to go now? I’m scared. Scared of losing control. Scared to get lost. For things to go from the known to the unknown. What should I do? I talk about following your heart but when in all reality, I’m terrified. I need to remind myself who do I live for – myself or others. I’m not comfortable, I feel so uneasy.
I’m angry.
I’m mad.
I’m frustrated.
I love.
I laugh.
I enjoy.
I’m afraid.
I’m terrified.
I’m lost.
Is this really how I’m really spending the last days of this year?
