Tag Archive: inspiration


La vita e bella

So many things have been going on lately, that I’m not even sure where to begin. In the past months I’ve been succumbing and being on my own for the most part. Not really interacting with anyone. This has been what I’ve needed to do in order to deal with issues I can no longer hide from. It’s been a whirlwind of emotions, let me tell you this. In the past month or so, I’ve been sick twice, the last time it was really bad and I almost thought I would die. As I had these thoughts, I knew in my heart that this is metaphoric – merely bodily manifestation of what’s going on within. Of finally releasing what’s been bottled up inside.

Lately I’ve been wanting to have a deeper understanding of what’s going on in this world. I watch my shows and often think to myself, what am I watching? The jokes seem weird. Some of the lines on these shows make no sense to me. The drama is almost too much to keep watching. And yet, I cannot turn it off. It’s as if I’m in trans-liked state. Being a conspiracy theorist comes to my disadvantage here as I start doubting if these thoughts are because I’ve been reading upon it. Because I question everything.

Then I read the news – not because I want to but because I have nothing else to do, I used to not read the news at all! – the negativity is just overwhelming. If it’s not someone murdering another, it’s about the tough financial situation many countries are facing, the political issues, but what strikes me personally the most, is the fact that there are a lot of protests against something. The way I look at things is why don’t you celebrate the beautiful being that you are rather than go against to protest something, to categorize yourself in a box. La vita e bella, life is beautiful, and so are you. It is time to start loving life, loving yourself, loving the nature as that is so much more fulfilling than anything else in this world.

By watching these shows that I do, and thinking to myself what am I watching, by reading the news with all the negative happenings, now more than ever I feel being pressured by media. I feel media is trying to influence how I should behave. It is a way of being controlled. Even the music I listen to, doesn’t inspire me in the least, and it used to. It used to be a way out for me, to express myself, to get lost in the beautiful melodies of instruments. Of words that would express almost exactly how I feel. These days, the songs have no meaning. It’s just about partying, and all other things that are meaningless.

I guess what I’m battling the most with at the moment is, at heart I feel free, I am free. When I see the worldly manifestations, it doesn’t match up. It is filled with negativity, things our egos need to be fed with. All of it is just lies after lies. When are the people going to wake up to what is actually going on, and what is important in this worldly manifestation we call the Mother Earth?

I choose not to be put in a box, I choose to be me and the fact that I am a beautiful earthly being. I see what’s going on, I’ve seen it for a longer time. This is my deeper understanding. And yet, my ego is telling me that I’m crazy, I’m going crazy. What if the people who have been labeled as “schizophrenic”, having “dissociative identity disorder”, or “bipolar disorder” really have seen things in different perspective, have understood what I have understood? But they have been put in these boxes because the governments don’t want us to be free, they don’t want us to understand? What if people who are “diagnosed” (read: labeled or categorized) with such diseases are easier to control by being put in medication? My what if list is endless, and I don’t want to get sidetracked here.

The point I’m trying to say is, rise above it and feel the love. Free yourself from “should” “have to” “must” for those have negative influence on you. Free yourself from labels. Rather than going against something, and protesting, find the love. Find the positive and loving aspect of things for it is much more fulfilling than anything else! Allow yourself to feel whatever it is you’re feeling, acknowledge it, accept it, and thank for it. This will help release whatever it is that you’re feeling, positive or negative.

The way I see things, the life we live has no borders. Countries, religion they are border-less. For if we love one another, there is no need to protest. There’s no need for battles or wars.

Golden Energy

This post is via Songs of Stones.

 

The golden stones have been singing softly but powerfully.  I’ve been hearing their song for quite some time but they chose now – this moment to reveal this message.  It is a message of power … TRUE power.

It’s not the power of wealth but of true abundance. 
Wealth they say is but an illusion.

It’s not power over another but power over yourself. 
True and authentic power is not external.  
Authority – true authority – is trust in yourself.  
It’s leadership over one.  That one being YOU.

It’s not the power to “conquer” your fears. 
It’s a greater power – an eternal power.  
It’s that of accepting your fears 
and loving yourself anyway.  
 
You can’t really win a war against yourself – that’s not true “will power”.  It’s an illusion of ego.  Your fears are a source of great power.  When you suppress your fears you suppress that power with them.

The key to coming into courage is through your fears, not around, or over, or under them.  Your fears are guides to this path towards courage.

The lion in the story of Oz is a perfect illustration of the power of this golden energy.  He was courageous despite his fears – even perhaps because of them.  Lion is symbolic of courage and power.  It is no co-incidence that he is physically coloured by the golden energy.  The lion of Oz shook from fear and still stepped onto the “yellow” path to discovering his courage.

The yellow tone is akin to the golden energy.  They are different intensities of this same vibration of power.  They both offer to support you in stepping onto the path towards true authentic power.  Accept that support.  These colourful energies can be “inVALUABLE” guides on that journey of self discovery.

Of course it matters not how you connect with the golden rays.  My favorite way to explore colour is through the crystalline beings.  They vibrate unconditional love and acceptance and that is key when stepping on the path to power.  The stones offer one of the gentlest ways to integrate the golden energies into your life.

There are other ways you can bring the yellow tones in … through food or clothes or through visualization.  Trust your “authority”.  Choose freely from a place of true power rather than allowing ego to impose its will (or rather suppress yours).   Follow your heart to the yellow path rather than relying on the mind’s logic.

TRUST YOURSELF always.

Love is a four letter word

I’ve lately been listening to Jason Mraz latest album Love is a four letter word, which was released in April. The album is such an awesome album! He is the whitest black singer, he’s got such soul in his music. When I need some calming music, he is one of the artists I turn to. I would love to attend his concert, even more so I’d love to meet him! He looks like he’s the type of person I could just hang out and be inspired by!

 

On the album itself, this particular song has a very nice intro – makes me laugh each time I hear it – unfortunately I wasn’t able to find it on Youtube. I highly suggest you getting the album, just try it out as it may surprise you!

 

This particular song is a very special one to me. It brings out some deep emotions within me..

 

Full Moon & Transformation

The full moon is just a few days away again. In the month of August, we’ll have two full moons, which is also called The Blue Moon. It is not often that we get to have Blue Moon. Funny enough, the full moon appeared on the 1st of August and it will appear on 31st of August. The latter moon will be full exactly at 13.58 GMT/UTC (if in daylight saving time, add one hour).

As the Moon goes through its cycle, I personally feel the effects of it. This month has been quite emotional. This month has also been quite a bit about financials. Normally, I would get freaked out when dealing, talking or even thinking about money but for some reason it so appears that I’m having more of a positive association in regards to money. Why the sudden yet subtle change?
Another interesting thing that’s been going on personally with me, are the sensations in my body. They are hard to explain, and hard to talk about to me since I’m afraid that certain people would think of me as being crazy, which I’m quite tired of. I’m being subtle about it as I want to say it out loud but don’t want to be too loud. Anyways, the sensations that I’ve had already this week has been otherworldly, to say the least! First off, I’ve been feeling highly off lately for a good while now. I’ve felt as though I’m sort of watching someone acting like me and doing the things she’s being asked of. I haven’t really felt like myself.
Sometime last week, I got the strangest feeling, which I felt very strongly. I felt my Crown Chakra move on top of my head, it felt as if I was being connected with something or someone. It came out of nowhere and left as quick as it came. I’ve never felt that before nor since that one day. This Monday, was a total disaster overall, my head was spinning quite noticeably – more so than before. Later in the afternoon, as I laid down in my bed, the spinning of my head continued, only now with something strange happening at the top part of my tummy, right where Solar Plexus Chakra is, as well as around my heart. These aren’t any negative feelings or sensations, so I wasn’t scared or anything. I’m more curious as to what it might be that is going on within me.
I find little hints of this month’s second full moon being about finances, sexuality and expanding to higher frequencies – all of which, I can relate to.
Below are some excerpts of an article I’ve come across about the full moon and how astrology will affect our feelings in the coming month. You can read the original article here or the full article by Lucas 2012 Infos here.

Have you noticed how chaotic the energy has become? There is lots of drama out there. The reason the energy is so chaotic is because we are moving into a high frequency world. We are in the Photon Belt, which is a band of high frequency energy we move through every 13,000 years. Planet X is behind our sun right now and can be seen if you take a picture of the sun with a digital camera. We are lining up with the Galactic Center, which is composed of very high frequency energy, and our magnetic field is way down because of the magnetic shift we are going through. Every time solar energy hits the magnetic field I feel the energy. I believe this is why so many people are freaking out. They can’t handle this high frequency energy and it affects their brain and they do crazy things. The good news is that most of us are becoming great beings of light. This energy has helped us release our negative programming.

The North node is now in Scorpio and will be there for a year and a half. Scorpio is ruled by Pluto, which rules birth, death, and transformation. The North node was in Sagittarius for the past year and a half and that is a fire sign. Scorpio is a water sign and it rules the hidden stuff within us. This hidden stuff is going to be pulled out of mass consciousness big time in the next year and a half. Everything hidden will come to the surface to be looked at and changed into light. Others will ascend and end up on a much higher frequency world. This is what the Bible talks about when it says there will be the separation of the wheat from the chaff. We might just fall asleep and wake up in a different world.

The south node is in Taurus right now and that sign rules money. The south node is symbolic of the past. Is it finally time for those who have lived on next to nothing for most of their lives to start having money? The word money adds up to the number nine. All numbers have a positive and negative vibration. For a long time we have manifested the negative lesson of money. The word love adds up to nine. Is it time for us to start loving money, and asking it to come into our vibration?

We are in the year of the water Dragon in Chinese astrology, and we are moving into the emotional water energy from the north node in Scorpio. The moon’s node is a very important point in space and it has a big effect on Earth. And we are in the year of the Storm, ruled by Pluto, in the Mayan Dreamspell Calendar. We will also still experience fire energy for several years because of Uranus being in Aries for another six plus years. Uranus is still making an aspect to Pluto, which is the transformer. Pluto rules Scorpio so we will feel a lot of transforming energy in the year to come.

Now, let’s talk about Saturn, the karmic planet, or on the positive level the planet that brings us rewards when we are ready for them. Saturn has been in Libra for the past two and a half years and Libra rules relationships. Have you had problems with relationships in the past couple of years? These can be personal relationships or friendships. On a personal level do you have a new relationship, or do you know someone who does? Or have you recently broken away from an old relationship? I know several people who have had challenges with relationships in the last couple of years. It takes Saturn approximately 29 years to go through every sign of the zodiac. By the end of October Saturn will be moving into Scorpio. This will bring a different energy and the Earth and the people on it will go through much transformation.

How can there be peace in the world if we do not have peace in our hearts? Every time we get angry, or we have an argument with someone, we are sending out the energy of dissension. The political energy is very intense right now with lots of arguing and negative energy. What a drama for the world to watch. If we are going to argue and complain then we are not helping the idea of peace. “You must learn to end the wars in your world by ending them in your mind” That is a quote from Barbara Marciniak. This is why we have the song ‘Let there be peace in the world and let it begin with me’.

We are again moving into the time of large Earth events. Right after the sun moves into Libra on September 22nd it will start making a square to Pluto and Uranus. Some water areas have started to dry up because of drought, but I think there will be more activity affecting that area of a water nature soon. This water event might be activated by an earthquake off the west coast of South America. We are still being affected by the Capricorn/Cancer eclipses that happened in 2011. Uranus is over Alaska and Hawaii, and the opposite side is the European nations. No wonder those countries have been in chaos.

Right now the Sun is moving through the sign of Virgo, the goddess. I would like to wish happy birthday to all the people born in the sign of Virgo, including myself. The sign Virgo rules the area off the African coast where a lot of the hurricanes start. I find it interesting that when we first heard about hurricane Isaac they said it was heading toward Tampa where the Republican convention will be occurring next week. I just heard they are evacuating people from Key West. Today I heard the hurricane is coming into New Orleans.

We do live in interesting times and I think they will get more interesting soon. We are in fast-forward transformation. It is definitely time to think with your heart and manifest love in your creations.

All of a sudden things are making more sense to me, everything that is happening at the current moment is because of the frequency change that is happening. This year is a year of transformation, and I knew it as soon as the year changed. What I didn’t realize is the pace of the world, things have happened really fast. It was only yesterday when the year changed, was it not? Regardless it’s been a year full of emotions, challenges, and adventures as well as overcoming the obstacles and insecurities. No one knows what the future will really bring, but I suggest trying to take on a positive view of the world. I know I am willing to make the change and the effort in following my heart, my Spirit, my True Self. Somehow, finding the patience to see things with love. I have already changed my attitude from living through my past, or worrying of tomorrow – I’m living in the now, making sure I don’t miss a beat of these highly interesting times we are currently living in. I’m paying so much more attention to how I feel in that particular moment, even in my dreams. The more I pay attention to it, the more of these incredible sensations I feel.

New Winds

Today life has brought new opportunities. I woke up tired – exhausted really – and quite anxious to be honest. I had no idea where the anxiety came from. Throughout the day it has come and gone, I just choose to ignore it as I don’t want to focus too much on anything negative. As the full moon is nearly here, it has brought a whirlwind of emotions yet again. If you’re interested, please read this great article about the full moon.

So to push my anxiety away, I needed to meditate. My meditation was very interesting, to say the least. I feel like I’m progressing on so many levels lately, even with meditation. I feel like new winds are coming, and something good will happen soon – yet another change. In my case, change usually means a possible move unfortunately. I feel excited though.

I have completely given into Universe’s power and will. I have full faith that it provides what I need. Why would I try and resist that then? It is such a beautiful thing to realize.

Anyways, as soon as I was done with my meditation, I saw a few adverts that I wasn’t expecting to come across at all. This is another sign to me that the Universe is providing! Today has been quite a beautiful day, with a few moments of doubts and anxiety but overall just beautiful. I have been dreaming, planning and just been positive today.

What I try to say with this post is that even when you think you’re lost, you’re not. We need to lose ourselves at times in order to find ourselves again. Does that make sense? I’ve felt like I’ve been lost for quite some time now, and it is only now that I sort of know the direction I want to take. Or at least try, and see what happens. I’ve known the direction the Universe wants me to take, but it has been up to me (and my free will) to make it as hard or as easy for myself. There is a reason the things go the way they do – they’re supposed to go that way. I feel refreshened to have such fresh breath of air. I still have my goal in my mind, though now I’m not obsessing over it . I’m just looking forward to what future has to offer.

 

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This is a post I wrote on 2nd July 2012, and forgot to publish it until 24th August.

Moonlight

His lips like caramel
His mouth watering

His eyes like chocolate
His look undresses me

My lips so large
My mouth ajar

My eyes upon his
My look is unravelling

Into the night
Us caressing

Under the moonlight
Our temperature rises

The night is still
We’re young and quiet

As our bodies move
To the same beat

© June 2011. Poem by Sara Huuu. All rights reserved.

 

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